My Name

                So, you may or may not be wondering about my name: saying things like “‘Ravenson’ isn’t a real name.” or “I don't think she’s a real person because her name is weird!” Well, you’re all right about one thing: “Rosemarie Ravenson” isn’t my real name. I will not tell you my real name for my sake, but one thing that is certain is that that is not my “real” name. (Oh, but I AM a real person, by the way… Just thought I’d throw that in there…)

                Well, there IS a reason behind this besides just privacy. And that’s the fact that I think that the name suits me. Now, I know that that sounds a little vague, so… I’ll explain… >.<

                Well, before I even “decided on a name for myself”—when I had first became Goth, actually—I had roamed around YouTube for things like “The Gothic Lifestyle” and “Goth” and whatnot. I had thought that I had nothing because I thought that searching for those things would be hopeless… but I was wrong! I found the awesomest (yes, that is a word in my vocabulary) people on there that helped me in my quest for Goth and beyond (some of the people I mention are Baby Bats like me, but they are awesome anyways). >_<

If you have a YouTube account or even if you don't, please look up these people; I recommend them! SebastianTheGirl, BatcaveDilemma, vampressjarat666, AdoraBatBrat, CorvisNocturnum, LeahMouse, (LeahMouseVlog), EvieThePixie, GothicCharmSchool, GothyDani, kazlovesbats, TheBioGoth, TheGothicGrave, Voltaire (he has a couple of pages; VoltaireMusicPage, voltairenyc—I think on that last one), and probably many more that I either do not know of or do not remember—and for that I am sorry. If I have left anything out, please feel free to look on my YouTube channel; RaveRosemarie13, and under my subscriptions. And if none of these were helpful, please let me know. But be sure to tell them that I sent you! J Hahaha…! >.<

                Well, as you can see, I found a lot on YouTube! So, the first person I watched was SebastianTheGirl. She is a for-real Goth girl and an awesome person (not that I know her personally…)! When I started to watch her videos, I noted that “Sebastian” was not her real name. That threw me for a bit… until I heard the reason behind it. I understand that she doesn’t want others to know her “real” name, and I won’t be like the others who have asked her (she doesn’t like that, by the way). And that gave me the idea: what if I could do something like that?

                Now, I wasn't trying to copy in any way; I promise. I do not take responsibility for thinking of making a “new name” for myself just from my thoughts alone. (Actually, I don't know if I should or not…) <So please don't flag me or whatever it’s called when you ban someone from something on here…> I was just thinking…

                Normally, I over-think things WAY too much; and that makes me made because I can’t do anything about it. But… when I was thinking about this… I actually went through with it! YEAH! I was in the process of my new YouTube channel (because I already had one and was making a new one) and knew what to do. Now, this may all sound a little cheesy, but I can’t help it… it was just like that. >.<

                I made my YouTube name RoseRosemarie13. And then, from there, I made my actually name Rosemarie Ravenson—I actually took those names from books… (I’m so sorry copyright!) The books/series: Vampire Academy (series), and Vampire Kisses (series). The two main characters of those series with a few alterations.

                So… yeah. I mean, I know it seems so simple and probably stupid (I say that because I think it sounds a little stupid), but there you have it!

Whether you care or not, there it is! Fir those of the night and beyond the grave, I wish you darkness forevermore. Goodnight and Goodbye.

~Rose~